LiLaCiDiL

I truly want to thank everyone for the kind words and wishes, I am grateful to have you guys as my friends, I am 24 now, praying to get another chance to live and be able to celebrate my 25th birthday next year. Being able to breathe is indeed the greatest gift from God. Thing that i always take for granted At the same time i keep whining and complaining how unfair life is. Sigh, I am so ungrateful! Chronophobia. I fear of time the most. An anxiety disorder that cannot be prevented. Death is the most complex function. It is the function of everything. Time is also a parameter of that function. Perplexingly the answer is clear, though how does this function look like is still unresolved. While making full use of your life, do not neglect the presence of the others, otherwise the only choice you will have later is to appreciate their absence. Death is...inevitable after all. Tschüss

Even if i fall in love again with someone new, It could never be the way i loved you. What should i do with this leftover love i have for you? 

Sigh The world is indeed a scary place to live in. Whatever reasons you have,you cant cheat on your life partner or someone else. Cheating is completely unacceptable. Marriage is where you should be together, For better,for worse For richer,for poorer In health,in sickness and through any hardships. That's the beauty of marriage i guess. If you dont want to be in difficult times, I wonder why you get married in the first place. It is highly likely that your only reason is just to have fun. Remember, What goes up will definitely go down. You will surely be punished for your wrongdoings. I was saddened with the fact that a husband cheats on his wife just because she smells. What a silly reason. I  am no better than anyone else.

Einstein postulated bahawa  1) Kelajuan cahaya itu malar atau constant. Tak kiralah sama ada punca cahaya atau pemerhati tu statik ataupun bergerak. Contohnya, Cahaya bergerak dgn kelajuan 3x10^8 meter dalam masa sesaat Sama ada kita tengah berlari atau dalam keadaan statik,cahaya punya kelajuan masih lg sama. 2) Tapi berlainan pula dengan jarak,masa dan jisim. Kesemuanya adalah relatif kepada pemerhati. Contohnya, Kalau si A pegang sebiji bola di dalam kereta yang bergerak dgn kelajuan 50 km/h, berapa kelajuan bola tersebut? Di sini ada dua cara untuk jawab soalan tu, Pertama, Bola tu tak bergerak RELATIF kepada si A, Kedua, Bola tu bergerak dengan kelajuan 50 km/h RELATIF kepada orang yang berada kat luar kereta. Contoh kedua; bayangkan ada dua buah kereta, kereta A bergerak dgn kelajuan 40km/h dan kereta B bergerak dgn kelajuan 30km/h, Kelajuan kereta A relatif kepada kereta B cuma 10 km/h, tapi kalau orang kat sebelah jalan ukur kelajuan kereta A,...

What is the point of being handsome if wealth is all that matters. The saddest thing is, i am neither handsome nor rich. What a life. I have to admit that wealth is an important aspect as well in choosing your future life partner. But to get dumped just because someone is richer than you is simply awful or unacceptable. The scars will remain. No,dont ge me wrong. That is not my story. I didnt get dumped because of the wealth reason. (i think so) After all we live in a time or in a world where money drives everything and everyone. That's how powerful money is,my friends. If the last two posts make you uncomfortable, Kindly accept my apology for that. There is something that is out of my control lately. That something is known as emotion. So please bear with me for sometime.

I always think that life is utterly unfair. I mean,how come someone can have everything that they desire, Or worse is they have something even they dont really need it. While there are people who still have nothing but they are desperately in need of that something. So tell me,is that fair?  If you ask me,my answer is no. Not even close to fair. I have been looking for the answer to that question ever since i was a kid. I grew up facing lot of unwelcome predicaments. While others grew up happily as if the world is theirs. Or maybe i was the only one who thought too much about life at that age. Dont get me wrong,this is not about money. Not at all. It is about how unfair life can be. Life is ..... hurmmm...well... I need to sleep.