Bidding Adieu soon

I went to Monschau yesterday.
One beautiful city which is situated in Aachen district.
Aachen was the very first city I visited after moving out from Regensburg.
I went there together with my three other seniors.
We were not close at that time.
So, I still remember now that I was a bit reluctant at first to join the trip
when they asked me whether or not I wanted to tag along.
Another reason was because it takes 4 hours to arrive in Aachen from Steinfurt!

I did eventually go there.
We met other Malaysians there.
We ate and talked about this and that
and were brought to several famous places in Aachen.
One of them was the Aachen cathedral where I took one picture next to its miniature.

Yesterday, after seven years I went to Aachen for the second.
It was a trip down memory lane.
Seven years ago, I was worried sick whether or not I could survive and go back home with a degree.
Now, I am about to finish my master degree.


If you are close to me,
you will probably know that I only treasure my family,
and don't really care much (or at all) for my other relatives.

Those people have been treating us like strangers,
although we are related by blood.
Now that we all seem to be successful in life,
They try to be kind to us.
They did send a friend request on facebook,
but I never approve.

You know, there are certain moments in your life that scar you forever,
Their treatment towards us 20 years ago is one of them.

Apart from my family, there are a handful amount of people,
whom I hold dear as well.
One of them is our neighbor.
I never really had the opportunities to know what it felt like having good relatives,
but being around her always make me happy.
Happiness that my real relatives could have provided.

Today Mama sent me several messages
to inform me that she just passed away.
I went to work today reminiscing.
Had I received the scholarship,
I would have been in Malaysia one year ago,
could have met h…

The Flash

One of many lessons that I got after watching The Flash is,
although you are able to travel in time,
there are things that you cannot simply change.
I actually wept a bit watching these scenes.

The thing about being The Flash,
Everyone in the Central City thinks they are fortunate enough to have someone to rely on,
when something bad happens.
But he himself is never happy.
He may seem happy on the outside but apparently, he is hopelessly sad inside,
especially when those tragic memories strike.

Master thesis

I have recently started my internship. It has been 4 days now. The working atmosphere in a big company is on a whole different level. So far, I am satisfied with everything. Only now, I think Krefeld is somehow a bit too far. I basically spend 3 hours on trains daily. Up until now I never arrive home earlier than 6pm. It's 10.22pm. I know it's still early but I am going to hit the hay now.


Had some free time today after iftar.So I decided to re-draw/sketch this one picture The lady in the original picture that I ramdonly found on Twitter, is stunning!  I know it is just a picture, but it was beautifully drawn. But it turned out that I messed it up. My drawing looks shit. She who was drawn beautiful, ended up being a fat, ugly-looking lady. Here are the original picture and my drawing:

As I finished drawing, I laughed at myself really hard.  I am not talented at all. I think my drawing is below average.
So, it is completely okay if you laughed after looking at it. Cheers! 


Baru-baru ini aku tengok filem Inception. Sebenarnya itu kali kedua aku tonton cerita ini. Aku masih lagi ingat, kali pertama aku tengok Inception, aku asyik garu-garu kepala yang tak gatal. Lepas itu berhenti tengok buat sementara waktu, untuk baca beberapa perkara yang berkaitan dengan filem ini. Contohnya seperti 'lapisan mimpi', 'limbo', 'totem' dan beberapa perkara lain lagi. Pada pendapat aku, cerita ini memang satu cerita yang berat dan boleh membuatkan penonton berkhayal. Aku rasa Inception memang tak sesuai untuk orang untuk orang yang selalu tengok cerita untuk isi masa lapang. Sebab dalam cerita ini ada aspek yang penonton kena fikir dan turut sama berimaginasi.
Sebaik sahaja habis tengok Inception,  aku baring atas katil untuk tenangkan otak. sedar-sedar sudah pun pagi. Aku tertidur.  Jujur aku cakap, filem ini memang memeningkan kepala.
Kepada siapa yang belum tengok filem Inception ini,  aku memang syorkan tengok, daripada tengok filem malaysia k…