Showing posts from July, 2015


Recently many people posted on facebook, expressing their dissatisfaction with the beach's cleanliness.
To be honest this problem is neither new nor uncommon to those people who have been residing there for years. I think those who has visited Bachok once will agree with me on this matter. Ironically Bachok is also known as Bandar Pelancongan Islam. Many of my friends are really proud of it as this makes Bachok totally different than other beach places in Malaysia. A place where you have fun yet still within our religion's teaching, i guess. That is the best i can describe with words. I still cannot fathom the reason why they decided to use the word Islam in it. Perhaps to make Bachok a bit unique, i do not know. If that is the case, it is a total failure. The place is terribly dirty, not well-kept and full of garbages. Instead of showing how good is Islam's teaching on cleanliness, the current situation will just muddy the Islam's image and make it even worse.
Here comes the wors…

Plan B

I have been working like a pig to earn some money for months,So that i can survive another semester which is going to start in october. Alas things do not go smoothly as i planned. I have to come up with another plan since my plan A will not work. I finally have to borrow money from my mother, which i really really want to avoid that from happening. Since my family in malaysia needs that more than i do, I agreed to accept the offer from my mother after giving so much thoughts on that. Life is indeed hard............. only when you do not have resource(money) and power. Even making another plan is close to impossible when you are in this state. But again, it is already too late to give up my master study.
**** Our government once aimed to increase the number of students with master's degree or PhD holders which is a good thing for the country's development. Ironically it takes ages to get a financial support from them. That is however not uncommon considering we are now talking about a cou…


Today marks the third year i do not celebrate Eid with my family.This year is a bit different.  I really wanted to go back home this summer break, As kakak is also there for the first time after she started working. Even if i could make it next year, kakak won't. But there is nothing i could do. 
*** Had this mara officer read and went through my scholarship application, i would celebrate raya with my family this year. Sometimes i can't help but to feel angry. Had she done her work efficiently, i would not have to suffer. I can accept to have a hard life if it comes or is caused by my own mistakes or actions, as i am responsible for my own actions and i will without doubt clean my own mess up. To be in this state because of someone else mistake is wholly unacceptable! 
If it happens later that your work deals with someone else future too, please work properly and avoid causing unnecessary problems for others. You might be destroying the future of someone who could discover the cure for can…


I met someone that suddenly reminds me of you.She keeps complaining when the day gets hotter. She easily feels down when she deals with something tough. It seems to me that she's moody all the time. In fact 90% of the time she is dead serious. With that being said she does crack a joke every now and then where i burst out laughing. I have seen that different side of her. I simply adore that.  That unpredictability is what i find immensely appealing. That too, is how one defines beauty i guess. It's not only about having a good face or a good body figure.