My brother or my chemistry?

Fuh,very difficult to decide.
Lama sngt xbalik plus ada org ni xabeh2 bgtau die dh cuti skrg.
Xde rezeki nk cuti lama2 kt gmi ni.
Sabar2,ada hikmah tu.
4 mei i still have one more trial.
Dh la paper chemistry yg first,aduh.
Very tough,as th0ught.
24 jam maen ngan adik,bile nk study?
Study?mlm jep la ak free,klu kt umah.
Mirah plak ajak p sua rasa kt k.bharu.
Mls bt0l nk p sana,dh la jauh.
For me,n0thing's special there.
Erm,terpaksa ah korbankn masa cket untk my family.
Bcoz i love my family more than chemistry.
Kimia ni my sec0nd love,that's all.
No more cinta2 ni,later,mayb.
No use,friends are far better.
Ala,bunga bukan sekuntum.so,rilek dlu.ha3.
ThaT's not important,at all